Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I'm feeling tired..really tired. tired about almost everything. from today onwards, im not going to accomodate others anymore. I don't see a need to be that prominent figure which bring laughters to people. Why bother? Life's a tussle. Things happen, conflicts do happen, and yeah i know that. but whatever. I won't be the same, and i swear.
The reason why im penning down my thoughts because this is where i vent my frustrations and thoughts out. And once again, i would like to say this is my blog and i have the rights to say whatever i want to. I am sincerely not trying to pick a fight or whatsoever but please please please dont push me to my limits, i'll flare.
-Peace-
Okay, i'm going halloween party with hk and gang this friday. cant wait!! I just got my expanders today and aww...its pretty screwed because i cant chew or eat anything..they'll get stucked! I guess i would be having some speech disorder for the upcoming week. Oh no, i should get a second life so i wouldnt have to speak!
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Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Actually i dont really want to explain things because i don't feel there's a need to explain. nobody believes nobody cares anyway. but let me tell you guys this.
who were the one that were there for you when you people needed help.
who were the one that gives you all the answers possible to your quiz without obligations.
who were the one that supports and speak to you when everything seems to go wrong in your life.
who were the one that gives you their most genuine opinions about difficulties you encountered.
i'm not referring to either one, two or three people. this post is for people whom seek help from me in the past. of cus im not claiming credits from anyone. but always speak with a conscious. it's just like like reading a book, once you read volume one, be sure to read volume two before jumping to conclusions.
if i was bad, then let me be bad. because i dont really give a fuck.
and to the innocent parties of this saga, im sorry.
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Thursday, October 15, 2009
I always had this question is my mind that i couldnt resolve and probably i've found the answer.
The question is 'what do you look out for in a partner? Do you look for someone that you can foresee your future with? Or you just wanna be happy and contented with that particular person at that point of time?'
A very interesting and meaningful post for the day!
Four people you will meet in life...Life is the process of finding love; every person will need to find four people in their life.
First person is you,
Second person is the one you love most,
Third person is the one who love you most,
And the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.
In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels. Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most.
When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most. Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.
Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person. The one you love most doesn't love you. The one, who love you most, is never the one you love most. And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most. He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.
Which person are you in other people's life?
No person will purposely have a change of heart.
At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you. But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really doesn't love you anymore. When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't. Same goes, when he loves you no more, there's no way he can pretend he loves you. When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you. You must ask yourself if you still love him, If you also don't love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride.
If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it. If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him, And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart?
Love is not possessive, If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin, But the moonlight still shines upon you. In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person. Let him become a permanent memory in you life. If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is. Love him for his good points, and the bad, You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him.
If he can't change to become what you like him to be, you don't love him anymore. When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him, You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you. Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criterias.
In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.
Being away from each other is a type of test, If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat. Real love will never become hate.
When two people are in love, They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises. Why do they ask each other to swear and promise? Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover. These swear and promises are useless; Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change! We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry, Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?
Be careful when making promises; don't make promises that you cannot keep. Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually. Remember, swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!! In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another; The one saying, doesn't believe; the one listening, also doesn't believe.
Okay this particular article was extracted from a blog i've come across. all credits to them.
So how many have you guys found? Probably i've found the first and second..i think? Maybe.
Maybe we shouldnt care too much about the future like who we're gonna be with in the end. We're never going to spend our lives with the one we love the most. Do we?
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Friday, October 9, 2009
Okay after a long and tiring journey...im finally back from genting. Hmm..surprisingly everything seem so different from the last time i went.. like 8 years old i think? Lol. I personally feel the rides werent as scary as before. and the motion master suck please. i would prefer the robot cop one when i was young..so much more scarier. alrights, let pictures do the talking. :)
Okay thats all for the night..the rest can be seen in facebook. cheers!!
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Monday, October 5, 2009
weeeeeeeeeeee! genting tomorrow!
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Saturday, September 5, 2009
im happy because i dint leave you when you needed me the most,
im sad because you left me when i needed you the most.
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Thursday, September 3, 2009
i'm sorrrrrrrrry for the dead blog but i really have nothing to blog about. Okay if anyone wanna know what i have been doing these days..basically sleeping till 4pm everyday. I'm feeling lethargic. Oh i'll also be working at the upcoming comex show. 80 bucks a day but no commission. :(
Guys where's our genting plan!? anyone wanna go to phuket? msn me! If not i'll go to penang alr!
With you i see forever oh so clearly, i might have been in love before but it never felt this strong..
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